Aur Wo Mere Ustad hain ......
Arastu ka
mashhur maqula hai... " jab tak tere ustad zinda hon khamoshi ekhteyar kar
" is qaul ke pashe parda Arastu ye kahna chahte the ki ustad jis se tune
ilm hasil kiya hai wo bartar-o-baala hain aur tera wjude ilm unki maojudgi me
naqees hai.. go ye k naqis fahmi durusht nahi...
aaj yun
hi Arastu ka ye qaul yaad aaya .. yaad aana tha ki meri nazar k saamne mere
tamaam asatza keram ki tasweer raoshan ho gai.. aur har ek tasweer itni pur
noor thi ki bas main manawar hogaya...
dil karta
hai ki aaj main apne asatza keraam ke baare me guftagu karun.. are karun bhi to
kyon nahi qabile guftagu bhi to hu unke hi faiz se .. harf allif se rasaalon
tak ka safar to inhi asatza ki rahnumaaii me pura kar raha hun..
mai un
khush naseeb logon me se hu jinko qayda-e-baghdadiya unki Maa ne padhaya hai..
lehaza wo baat mujh par khari aati hai ki Maa ki goad pahla maktab hota hai..
bunyadi ilm ya sange bunyaad meri Maa ne dee. lehaza wo meri pahli ustad hai.
sirf bunyadi ilm nahi balki tamaam umr ilm ki justuju me lage rahne ka maaddda
mujhe meri Maa se hasil hua hai ... Maa bahut taaleemyafta nahi hai. par
taaleem ki raoshni ke motaliq oska yaqeen bhut pokhta tha .. kahti ye hi ek
raasta hai jo tumharee har pareshani ka hal hoga dunya me. agar tum kaamiyab
hona chahte ho to isi raaste ko ekhtiyar karna.. aur koshish karna ki aameel ba
amal ban paaun.
phir
dastuur ke mukabiq mere saare hum umr bachho ke saath madarse bheja gaya ..
mujhe madarse ke tarz e taaleem me dil nahi lagta tha. sach bolun to URDU aur
ustaad ki pitaaii dono se bahut dar lagta tha. wahan mere do ustad the Moli
Rizvaan aur Hfz. Abu Mohammad dono bahut sakht aur maheere aluum the mohtaram.
maine jo waqt madarse me guzara ba darje majburee guzara.. aur mai ek kamzoor
tifle maktab raha tha mai.. main kuch sikhne me dilchashpee nahi leta tha par
.. qurbaan jaaoo asatza keraam par ki mere lakh na chahne par bhi unhon ne
mujhe itni URDU aur Arbi sikha hi diya ki aaj jo bhi budo bas aap mahsus kar
rahe hain meri guftagu me wo sab un do ustaad ka ata kiya hua hai.. ye madarsa
tha Darul Alum , Lahwar Darbhanga.
phir
maine waaleed buzurgwaar se zeed ki main angrezi school me dakhla chahta hun..
dakhle ko waleed buzurgwaar taiyar ho gaye aur bole ki angrezi school me dakhle
ke liye bunyadi angrezi ki jankari hona laazmee hai.. iske liye unho ne ek 20
waraq ki kitab laakardi .. main batana chahta hu us kitab me photo bhi thi to
mujhe wo kitab bahut pasand aaii. is kitab me abcd.... kuch a 4 apple , b 4 box
.... this is a cat , that is a book ... darz tha . is kitab ko sikhne k liye
waaleed buzurgwaar ne apne ek dost ANSARI chacha k hawale kar diya to yun bane
mere ANSARI chacha mere ustaad. mujhe ye kitaab itni pyari lagi thi aur angrezi
school me dakhle ka is qadar shaoq tha ki maine Ansari chacha ko bas ek din ka
ustaad banaya aur puri kitab ek hi din me hifze qalb karli . Ansari chach dusre
din mujhe le kar school me dakhle ki garz se gaye ... school dekh kar main had
darje mashrur tha .. school k head master U.K. Sir the unho ne mera mano interview
liya ye jaanne ko ki tumhe angrezi ki bunyaadi jankari hai ya nahi .. main apni
wo pyari kitaab saath le kar gaya tha.. U.K. Sir ne puchha aap ne koi kitab
isse qabal padhi hai maine kaha jee sir ye kitab .. kitab sir ke hanth me de di
aur sare k sare 20 waraq suna dale... U.K. Sir mano sakte me hon.. aur kya baat
thi mera dakhla ho gaya...
angrezi
school me maine teen saal guzare khub se khub khushgawar pal the, hum ko to har
saal achhe number se kamiyab to hona hi tha kyon ki main yaha apni zeed o shauq
se dakhla liya tha.. aur mere sir / mam bhut achhe the pitaaii bilkul nahi
karte the bahut pyar se sikhate the.. mujhe U.K Sir aur Rachna Mam bahut yaad
aate hain .. Rachna Mam to barhan mujhe chocolate bhi deti thi ... bhut pyare
ustaad the wolog . ye school tha St. Xavier's Purnea,
phir ghar
ke kharch par angrezi school ka kharch bharee parne laga aur mera dakhla ek
sarkari middle school me karadiya ghaya ye school tha Bhatta Middle Bangla
School . is school me mujhe bilkul bhi dil nahi laga aur nahi maine yah kisi
ustaad se ko ragbat raki bas kisi tarah se ek saal guzara ... sach bolun to is
ek saal me koi padhai bhi nahi ki thi maine. ye mere panchwe darje ki baat hai
lehaza agar aap mujh se panchwe darje ka koi sawal puchho ge to main bilkul bhi
jawab nahi depaaunga.
Maa ko ye
ehsaas ho gaya ki iski taaleem thik nahi chal rahi hai is liye onho ne mujhe
mere nana jan ki supurdgee me kar diya ... nana jaan bhut hi sakht tabiyat the
aur taleemi usulon me bahut paband the lehaza unhone apne khas dekrekh rakhi
mujh par .. mera dakhla Town Middle School me karaya gaya . Is school ka hal
bhi kamo besh purnea ke sarkari school ki tarah hi tha .. sirf ek haroon sir
kuchh imaandari se bachhon ko tarbiyat aur taleem ka kaam anjaam dete the baaqi
ustad to sarkari naukri par the. to main apna khali waqt haroon sir ke paas hi
deta aur wo mujhe sagirde khas mante the. magar ye sab kaafi nahi tha 6 darje
ki puri padhai ke liye to nana jaan khud se mujhe padhate the. aur wo mere bhut
achhe ustaad the. wo kafi sakht labo lahje ke malik the to unki har ek baat
gairat ko jhijhkor deti thi padhai par dheyaan dena majboori ho jaati thi. pure
sal ye silsila raha aur isdauran mere ustad rahe mere nana. kafi kuchh bigri
baat ban gai aur meri talimi leyaqat wapas aane lagi.
main apne
ghar ko bahut yaad karta tha main sochta tha mere baqi ke bhai bahan kitne
khush naseeb hain ki wo Maa Baap ke saath rahte hain ek main hun jo sab se door
rahta hu. bas kya tha mane ghar waapas jaane ki than li. hua bhi kuch aisa hi
aur main wapas darbhanga, Lahwar aagaya.. Maa aur mere sare bhai bahan ab
purnea se Darbhanga aagaye the sirf waaleed buzurgwaar purnea rahte the. ghar
aane par mera dakhla us khite me maojud wahid high school Fakira Ram Thakko
Raam high school me darja 7 me karaya gaya. darja 7 se 10 tak ki padhai maine
isi school me ki .. is dauran mujhe bhut se achhe asatza naseeb huae. school me
Vijay kant Sir, satughan sir, Sameem sir, Mishree lal thakur sir, wagairah
maojud the jo bachho ki taqdeer tarashi me har waqt mashruf rahte the .. har
mumkin koshish hoti ki talba ko sab kuchh sikhaya jaye ke kal wo kaamyab sahree
ban sake. ghar par Irfaan chacha aur Moti chacha hamari kor kashar puri karte
the.. Moti chacha english batate the to Irfaan chacha Math aur digar unwan par
hame taqwiyat fraham karte the. jab board ka waqt aaya to mano ek kohraam barpa
tha .. sab bahut darate the ki ye bahut bada imtehan hota hai issi ki kamyabi
par aage ka mustaqbil monhasir hai.. bataya jaata hai ki zyada tar talba
heesaab aur science me hi fail hote hai ... lehaza iske liye khas tawajoh ki
darkaar hai ... main in sab baato se kaafi khauf zada tha.. phir logon ne
bataya ki Khursheed Sir in majamain ke mahire fan hain aur unke taiyaar suda
talba roze raoshan ki tarah ayaan hai... sab ke sab raoshan sitare ki tarah
kaamyaab hain.. mujhe jitana khaof Board ka nhi tha osse kahin zyada Khursheed
sir ka khaof tha... saare talba inki pitaaii ki kahani sunate the ... Allah
Allah........ kamiyabi maqsade baala hai to shaam ki nashisht me jaane laga main
khursheed sir ke paas ... maalum hai wo sab mera waham tha aur kamzoor talba ki
afwah thi , sir bahut achhe hain khub mehnat karwate the ... onka manna tha ki
heesaab aur science padhne ya ratne ki chiz nahi hai balki sikhne ya samajhne
ki chiz hai ...go sikha daala hessab aur science... main khub maze lekar unke
paas jaata aur unki safqaton se malamal ho raha tha ... par waleed buzurgwaar
ki tabiyat kafi nasaz ho gaee aur wo purnea se kaam chhor kar ghar par ilaaj ki
garz se aagaye .. unki ilaaj aur ghar ka khach aur padhai ka kharch ... to
maine khursheed sir ke paas jaana band kar diya ...phir khursheed sir khud ghar
par aaye aur mere na aane ki wajah jaani .. bole ki mere paas kitne talba aate
hain ek se fee nahi lunga to kya gazab ho jaaye ga.. kal se main tumhe sham ki
nashisht me dekhna chahta hu... pure sal bhar bataur hadya ilm ataa karte
rahe... main maqruz hun khursheed sir ka aur ta umr maqruz rahunga... is trah
10 darje ki taaleem puri ki maine.. shukr Maula ..bahut saare bachhe is se
qabal hi fikre maas ya talashe rizq me kitabon se door ho jaate hain.. Allah
koi to saaman kar ke kam se kam itni taaleem ibne Aadam ko naseeb ho hi jaaye.
Board ke baad ab mujhe college me dakhla lena tha
aur uspar se mere sar par science ki padhaaii ka bhut sawaar tha.. science ki
pdhaai mahangi thi aur ghar ki maali haalat achhi nahi thi. Pher ek baar Maa ne
mujhe Nana ke paas jaane ko kaha .. kaha chale jaaoo hajipur wahan jaa kar
science se barahveen ki taaleem puri karo jaa kar .. agar tera dil science
padhne ka hai to yahi kar magar hamare paas iske siwa koi rasta nahi… Main
Hajipur chala gaya aur wahan jaa kar Jamuni Lal College me dakhla leliya I.Sc.
(Bio.) me. Phir se ek baar mujhe Nana jaan ki shagirdi naseeb huaii . Mere
maama huzur Zoology ke professor hai .. aur main Biology ka talba tha mano sone
par suhaga hogaya. Itna kuch sikhne ka maoqa fraham hua ki main ham dars
sathiyon me sab se achhi biology jaanne laga… kyon ke mere ustaad the mere
Maama the. Is dauraan maine khub dil laga kar padhai ki roz college bhi jaata
wahan ki har class karta aur ghar par Maama ke paas padhai karta .main manta hu
jo bhi biology ki samajh mere andar panap paaii hai ye sab on dino ki bunyaadi
takheelq ka natiza hai..
Issi dauraan meri zindagi ka sab se bada saneha
hua.. waaleed buzurgwaar ka inteqaal ho gaya .. main us waqt main I.Sc. ke
pahle sal me tha … aye kaas saya Fagan ho te kuchh aur din to main aap ko aap
ka khwab (mera beta doctor banega ) pura kar ke dikha deta Abba . is dauraan
mere upar ajeeb si afsurdagi laahaq hogai aur padhai me bilkul bhi dil nahi
lagta tha. Is dauraan Maama jaan ne mehsus kar liya is afsurdagi ka sidha ashar
iski taaleem par par raha hai agar aisa raha to ye kamyaab nahi ho paayega.
Unho ne ek sabil aarasta ki aur mujhe apni coaching class Brilliant Coaching me
lejaane lage . wahan har majmoon ke khas maheer ustaad the aur kuchh hi din me
mera nisaab pura hogaya. Istarh meri I.Sc. ki padhaii to puri hogai …is do saal
me mere waheed sarparast aur ustaad rahe mere Maama Dr. Isaaf Ahmad Khan. Allah
unko apni khas rahmaton ke saaye me mahfooz rakhe… Aameen.
Hajipur me Nana ke ghar rahkar taaleem hasil karne
ka ahead to sirf barahween tak ka hi tha.. lehaza main waapas apne ghar Lahwaar
chala aaya. Hazaro khuhishen aisi ki har khuahish par dam nikle… bahut nikle
mere armaan phir bhi kam nikle … bachpan se mere dil me Doctor banne ka armaan
pal raha tha aur I.Sc. (Bio.) ki padhaaii karne ke baad to ye armaan aur bhi
parwaan chadhne laga… hai ye shaoq aur ye talatum-e-haalaat. Allah ..Allah…
medical me dakhle ki taiyari ke liye patna jaakar coaching leni hoti thi. Ye to
kisi hal me mumkin nahi tha.. lehaza hamdarde zamana aur tamaam ahbaab ye
mufeed mashwera dene lage ki ab jo taaleem teri taqdeer me thi wo tum ne haasil
kar li .. kuch kaam yaani nokri kar le to ghar ke kharch me haath batayega.
Main bilkul bikhar gaya tha kisi tarah khud ko samet kar apni pahli ustaad
yaani Maa ke saamne jaa baitha… unhon ne gaor se meri taraf dekha aur boli …
tum iss haalaat me patna to nahi jaa sakte par kya saare talba patna jaa kar hi
kamyaab hote hain .. tum Darbhanga me room le kar khud se bagair coaching ke
agar medical k dakhle ki taiyaari kar sakte ho to karo. Main tumhe kharch dungi
… main chahti hu ki tum na to tarke tamanna karo nahi khoone tamanna karo… meri
Maa bahut badi saabra hai , batana chahunga ki ye jo kharch dene ki baat kahi
unho ne … wo aurton ke kapre silti thi aur usse aane waali raqaam ke bare me
kaha tha … ki tum Darbhanga jaaoo .. main kharch dungi..
Main darbhanga me rahne laga aur taiyaari karne
laga … kisi ki kitaab, kisi ki coaching ka note, kisi ke model paper lekar
taiyari shuru ki… sach bataon to ye amal andhere me kaali billi pakarne jaisa
tha .. magar is dauraan mere ek dost Taufiq Raza jo mere saath darbhanga me
rahta tha .. usne meri har gaam madad ki .. medical ke dakhle ka form aagaya ..
kisi tarah dakhle ka form bhar diya.. imtehan bhi hogaya.. taiyaari kuchh khas
nahi thi aur ye pahla maoqa tha.. bahut ummid nahi thi … magar ye joint
entrance exam tha .. lehaza bawajood sab k mujhe UNANI Medical Science ke
dakhle ka to rank hasil ho hi gaya.. taiyaari ke zamane me meri ustaad waheed
thi meri Maa jiski rohani hidayaat se taqviyat hasil kar maine ye kamiyabi
hasil ki thi.. is kaamiyabi k baad jab main Maa k paas gaya to boli agar tum ko
MBBS k liye aur waqt chahiye to aage taiyari kar sakte ho... magar is baar
maine Maa se saaf kah diya nahi Ammi main aur takleef nahi de sakta .. main
unani medical science me hi dakhla le leta hun aur is me hi kuchh achha
karunga... zammKhabar na thee kih miree itni qadr-o-qeemat hai
mujhe miTaa ke tu kitnaa nihaal hai pyaare!na jaane kyaa kyaa sikhaate paRhaate rahte haiN
woh jog jin se tiree bol.chaal hai pyaare
mujhe miTaa ke tu kitnaa nihaal hai pyaare!na jaane kyaa kyaa sikhaate paRhaate rahte haiN
woh jog jin se tiree bol.chaal hai pyaare
Is
silsila taaleem ka ek hi sarkari college tha bihar me jo tha Patna me Govt.
Tibbi College & Hospital. To aagaya main patna aur le liya dakhla …… shuru
huaa ek naya safar….
College me bhut saare dilchashp usataza keram mile
.. kuch to kaafi sakht , kuch mazahiya, kuch kam milne waale , prishan karne
waale na jaane qism qism ke ............shuru ke dinon me to main na unki baat
samajhta tha aur na wo meri baat samajh paate the… nisaab bhi kuchh aisa tha ki
use samajhne me bhut mushkil darpesh aati thi. Khud he hi mehnat karni shuru ki
aur apne aap ko qabile sabaq banaya. Jab ibtadaii salahiyat aagai to asatza ki
baaten bhi jazbe zehan hone lagi. Pahle saal me Khalid sir se kafi kuch sikhne
ko mila . phir aage ke waqt me principal sir , fakhruddin qadree aur tauheed
kibriya sir ke ilmi shafqaton ki shabnami barish hoti rahi.. main is barish me
apna daman tar karta raha… sab kuch naya tha aur khub dil laga kar taqreeban 6
saal ki taleem puri ki . college ke asatza keram ke ilaawaa us waqt mera ek
ustaad aur tha janab Abdul Ali Qadri ye dar asal isi college ke farigh the ..
unhon ne har tarh meri ilmi kami ko pura kiya saath hi saath afaali samajh
paida karne me madad ki. Wo apne matab me mujhe bula kar marizon ki tashkish
aur tadabeer batate the. College ke baad main Hope child care centre me sikhne
aur kamaane ki garz se jaata tha… wahan mere ustaad the Dr.A.K.Sahay. inhon ne
har tarh mujh ko hunar diya aur dunya ke maidaan me matab chala lene ke qabil
banaya. Shay sir hamesha nai nai khoj aur tahqeeq ka motala karne par zoor dete
the . kahte tajdediyat ko mashale raah banalo … rasta asaan ho jaayega.
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