Aur Wo Mere Ustad hain ......

Aur Wo Mere Ustad hain ......

Arastu ka mashhur maqula hai... " jab tak tere ustad zinda hon khamoshi ekhteyar kar " is qaul ke pashe parda Arastu ye kahna chahte the ki ustad jis se tune ilm hasil kiya hai wo bartar-o-baala hain aur tera wjude ilm unki maojudgi me naqees hai.. go ye k naqis fahmi durusht nahi...

aaj yun hi Arastu ka ye qaul yaad aaya .. yaad aana tha ki meri nazar k saamne mere tamaam asatza keram ki tasweer raoshan ho gai.. aur har ek tasweer itni pur noor thi ki bas main manawar hogaya...

dil karta hai ki aaj main apne asatza keraam ke baare me guftagu karun.. are karun bhi to kyon nahi qabile guftagu bhi to hu unke hi faiz se .. harf allif se rasaalon tak ka safar to inhi asatza ki rahnumaaii me pura kar raha hun..

mai un khush naseeb logon me se hu jinko qayda-e-baghdadiya unki Maa ne padhaya hai.. lehaza wo baat mujh par khari aati hai ki Maa ki goad pahla maktab hota hai.. bunyadi ilm ya sange bunyaad meri Maa ne dee. lehaza wo meri pahli ustad hai. sirf bunyadi ilm nahi balki tamaam umr ilm ki justuju me lage rahne ka maaddda mujhe meri Maa se hasil hua hai ... Maa bahut taaleemyafta nahi hai. par taaleem ki raoshni ke motaliq oska yaqeen bhut pokhta tha .. kahti ye hi ek raasta hai jo tumharee har pareshani ka hal hoga dunya me. agar tum kaamiyab hona chahte ho to isi raaste ko ekhtiyar karna.. aur koshish karna ki aameel ba amal ban paaun.

phir dastuur ke mukabiq mere saare hum umr bachho ke saath madarse bheja gaya .. mujhe madarse ke tarz e taaleem me dil nahi lagta tha. sach bolun to URDU aur ustaad ki pitaaii dono se bahut dar lagta tha. wahan mere do ustad the Moli Rizvaan aur Hfz. Abu Mohammad dono bahut sakht aur maheere aluum the mohtaram. maine jo waqt madarse me guzara ba darje majburee guzara.. aur mai ek kamzoor tifle maktab raha tha mai.. main kuch sikhne me dilchashpee nahi leta tha par .. qurbaan jaaoo asatza keraam par ki mere lakh na chahne par bhi unhon ne mujhe itni URDU aur Arbi sikha hi diya ki aaj jo bhi budo bas aap mahsus kar rahe hain meri guftagu me wo sab un do ustaad ka ata kiya hua hai.. ye madarsa tha Darul Alum , Lahwar Darbhanga.

phir maine waaleed buzurgwaar se zeed ki main angrezi school me dakhla chahta hun.. dakhle ko waleed buzurgwaar taiyar ho gaye aur bole ki angrezi school me dakhle ke liye bunyadi angrezi ki jankari hona laazmee hai.. iske liye unho ne ek 20 waraq ki kitab laakardi .. main batana chahta hu us kitab me photo bhi thi to mujhe wo kitab bahut pasand aaii. is kitab me abcd.... kuch a 4 apple , b 4 box .... this is a cat , that is a book ... darz tha . is kitab ko sikhne k liye waaleed buzurgwaar ne apne ek dost ANSARI chacha k hawale kar diya to yun bane mere ANSARI chacha mere ustaad. mujhe ye kitaab itni pyari lagi thi aur angrezi school me dakhle ka is qadar shaoq tha ki maine Ansari chacha ko bas ek din ka ustaad banaya aur puri kitab ek hi din me hifze qalb karli . Ansari chach dusre din mujhe le kar school me dakhle ki garz se gaye ... school dekh kar main had darje mashrur tha .. school k head master U.K. Sir the unho ne mera mano interview liya ye jaanne ko ki tumhe angrezi ki bunyaadi jankari hai ya nahi .. main apni wo pyari kitaab saath le kar gaya tha.. U.K. Sir ne puchha aap ne koi kitab isse qabal padhi hai maine kaha jee sir ye kitab .. kitab sir ke hanth me de di aur sare k sare 20 waraq suna dale... U.K. Sir mano sakte me hon.. aur kya baat thi mera dakhla ho gaya...

angrezi school me maine teen saal guzare khub se khub khushgawar pal the, hum ko to har saal achhe number se kamiyab to hona hi tha kyon ki main yaha apni zeed o shauq se dakhla liya tha.. aur mere sir / mam bhut achhe the pitaaii bilkul nahi karte the bahut pyar se sikhate the.. mujhe U.K Sir aur Rachna Mam bahut yaad aate hain .. Rachna Mam to barhan mujhe chocolate bhi deti thi ... bhut pyare ustaad the wolog . ye school tha St. Xavier's Purnea,

phir ghar ke kharch par angrezi school ka kharch bharee parne laga aur mera dakhla ek sarkari middle school me karadiya ghaya ye school tha Bhatta Middle Bangla School . is school me mujhe bilkul bhi dil nahi laga aur nahi maine yah kisi ustaad se ko ragbat raki bas kisi tarah se ek saal guzara ... sach bolun to is ek saal me koi padhai bhi nahi ki thi maine. ye mere panchwe darje ki baat hai lehaza agar aap mujh se panchwe darje ka koi sawal puchho ge to main bilkul bhi jawab nahi depaaunga.

Maa ko ye ehsaas ho gaya ki iski taaleem thik nahi chal rahi hai is liye onho ne mujhe mere nana jan ki supurdgee me kar diya ... nana jaan bhut hi sakht tabiyat the aur taleemi usulon me bahut paband the lehaza unhone apne khas dekrekh rakhi mujh par .. mera dakhla Town Middle School me karaya gaya . Is school ka hal bhi kamo besh purnea ke sarkari school ki tarah hi tha .. sirf ek haroon sir kuchh imaandari se bachhon ko tarbiyat aur taleem ka kaam anjaam dete the baaqi ustad to sarkari naukri par the. to main apna khali waqt haroon sir ke paas hi deta aur wo mujhe sagirde khas mante the. magar ye sab kaafi nahi tha 6 darje ki puri padhai ke liye to nana jaan khud se mujhe padhate the. aur wo mere bhut achhe ustaad the. wo kafi sakht labo lahje ke malik the to unki har ek baat gairat ko jhijhkor deti thi padhai par dheyaan dena majboori ho jaati thi. pure sal ye silsila raha aur isdauran mere ustad rahe mere nana. kafi kuchh bigri baat ban gai aur meri talimi leyaqat wapas aane lagi.

main apne ghar ko bahut yaad karta tha main sochta tha mere baqi ke bhai bahan kitne khush naseeb hain ki wo Maa Baap ke saath rahte hain ek main hun jo sab se door rahta hu. bas kya tha mane ghar waapas jaane ki than li. hua bhi kuch aisa hi aur main wapas darbhanga, Lahwar aagaya.. Maa aur mere sare bhai bahan ab purnea se Darbhanga aagaye the sirf waaleed buzurgwaar purnea rahte the. ghar aane par mera dakhla us khite me maojud wahid high school Fakira Ram Thakko Raam high school me darja 7 me karaya gaya. darja 7 se 10 tak ki padhai maine isi school me ki .. is dauran mujhe bhut se achhe asatza naseeb huae. school me Vijay kant Sir, satughan sir, Sameem sir, Mishree lal thakur sir, wagairah maojud the jo bachho ki taqdeer tarashi me har waqt mashruf rahte the .. har mumkin koshish hoti ki talba ko sab kuchh sikhaya jaye ke kal wo kaamyab sahree ban sake. ghar par Irfaan chacha aur Moti chacha hamari kor kashar puri karte the.. Moti chacha english batate the to Irfaan chacha Math aur digar unwan par hame taqwiyat fraham karte the. jab board ka waqt aaya to mano ek kohraam barpa tha .. sab bahut darate the ki ye bahut bada imtehan hota hai issi ki kamyabi par aage ka mustaqbil monhasir hai.. bataya jaata hai ki zyada tar talba heesaab aur science me hi fail hote hai ... lehaza iske liye khas tawajoh ki darkaar hai ... main in sab baato se kaafi khauf zada tha.. phir logon ne bataya ki Khursheed Sir in majamain ke mahire fan hain aur unke taiyaar suda talba roze raoshan ki tarah ayaan hai... sab ke sab raoshan sitare ki tarah kaamyaab hain.. mujhe jitana khaof Board ka nhi tha osse kahin zyada Khursheed sir ka khaof tha... saare talba inki pitaaii ki kahani sunate the ... Allah Allah........ kamiyabi maqsade baala hai to shaam ki nashisht me jaane laga main khursheed sir ke paas ... maalum hai wo sab mera waham tha aur kamzoor talba ki afwah thi , sir bahut achhe hain khub mehnat karwate the ... onka manna tha ki heesaab aur science padhne ya ratne ki chiz nahi hai balki sikhne ya samajhne ki chiz hai ...go sikha daala hessab aur science... main khub maze lekar unke paas jaata aur unki safqaton se malamal ho raha tha ... par waleed buzurgwaar ki tabiyat kafi nasaz ho gaee aur wo purnea se kaam chhor kar ghar par ilaaj ki garz se aagaye .. unki ilaaj aur ghar ka khach aur padhai ka kharch ... to maine khursheed sir ke paas jaana band kar diya ...phir khursheed sir khud ghar par aaye aur mere na aane ki wajah jaani .. bole ki mere paas kitne talba aate hain ek se fee nahi lunga to kya gazab ho jaaye ga.. kal se main tumhe sham ki nashisht me dekhna chahta hu... pure sal bhar bataur hadya ilm ataa karte rahe... main maqruz hun khursheed sir ka aur ta umr maqruz rahunga... is trah 10 darje ki taaleem puri ki maine.. shukr Maula ..bahut saare bachhe is se qabal hi fikre maas ya talashe rizq me kitabon se door ho jaate hain.. Allah koi to saaman kar ke kam se kam itni taaleem ibne Aadam ko naseeb ho hi jaaye.

Board ke baad ab mujhe college me dakhla lena tha aur uspar se mere sar par science ki padhaaii ka bhut sawaar tha.. science ki pdhaai mahangi thi aur ghar ki maali haalat achhi nahi thi. Pher ek baar Maa ne mujhe Nana ke paas jaane ko kaha .. kaha chale jaaoo hajipur wahan jaa kar science se barahveen ki taaleem puri karo jaa kar .. agar tera dil science padhne ka hai to yahi kar magar hamare paas iske siwa koi rasta nahi… Main Hajipur chala gaya aur wahan jaa kar Jamuni Lal College me dakhla leliya I.Sc. (Bio.) me. Phir se ek baar mujhe Nana jaan ki shagirdi naseeb huaii . Mere maama huzur Zoology ke professor hai .. aur main Biology ka talba tha mano sone par suhaga hogaya. Itna kuch sikhne ka maoqa fraham hua ki main ham dars sathiyon me sab se achhi biology jaanne laga… kyon ke mere ustaad the mere Maama the. Is dauraan maine khub dil laga kar padhai ki roz college bhi jaata wahan ki har class karta aur ghar par Maama ke paas padhai karta .main manta hu jo bhi biology ki samajh mere andar panap paaii hai ye sab on dino ki bunyaadi takheelq ka natiza hai..

Issi dauraan meri zindagi ka sab se bada saneha hua.. waaleed buzurgwaar ka inteqaal ho gaya .. main us waqt main I.Sc. ke pahle sal me tha … aye kaas saya Fagan ho te kuchh aur din to main aap ko aap ka khwab (mera beta doctor banega ) pura kar ke dikha deta Abba . is dauraan mere upar ajeeb si afsurdagi laahaq hogai aur padhai me bilkul bhi dil nahi lagta tha. Is dauraan Maama jaan ne mehsus kar liya is afsurdagi ka sidha ashar iski taaleem par par raha hai agar aisa raha to ye kamyaab nahi ho paayega. Unho ne ek sabil aarasta ki aur mujhe apni coaching class Brilliant Coaching me lejaane lage . wahan har majmoon ke khas maheer ustaad the aur kuchh hi din me mera nisaab pura hogaya. Istarh meri I.Sc. ki padhaii to puri hogai …is do saal me mere waheed sarparast aur ustaad rahe mere Maama Dr. Isaaf Ahmad Khan. Allah unko apni khas rahmaton ke saaye me mahfooz rakhe… Aameen.

Hajipur me Nana ke ghar rahkar taaleem hasil karne ka ahead to sirf barahween tak ka hi tha.. lehaza main waapas apne ghar Lahwaar chala aaya. Hazaro khuhishen aisi ki har khuahish par dam nikle… bahut nikle mere armaan phir bhi kam nikle … bachpan se mere dil me Doctor banne ka armaan pal raha tha aur I.Sc. (Bio.) ki padhaaii karne ke baad to ye armaan aur bhi parwaan chadhne laga… hai ye shaoq aur ye talatum-e-haalaat. Allah ..Allah… medical me dakhle ki taiyari ke liye patna jaakar coaching leni hoti thi. Ye to kisi hal me mumkin nahi tha.. lehaza hamdarde zamana aur tamaam ahbaab ye mufeed mashwera dene lage ki ab jo taaleem teri taqdeer me thi wo tum ne haasil kar li .. kuch kaam yaani nokri kar le to ghar ke kharch me haath batayega. Main bilkul bikhar gaya tha kisi tarah khud ko samet kar apni pahli ustaad yaani Maa ke saamne jaa baitha… unhon ne gaor se meri taraf dekha aur boli … tum iss haalaat me patna to nahi jaa sakte par kya saare talba patna jaa kar hi kamyaab hote hain .. tum Darbhanga me room le kar khud se bagair coaching ke agar medical k dakhle ki taiyaari kar sakte ho to karo. Main tumhe kharch dungi … main chahti hu ki tum na to tarke tamanna karo nahi khoone tamanna karo… meri Maa bahut badi saabra hai , batana chahunga ki ye jo kharch dene ki baat kahi unho ne … wo aurton ke kapre silti thi aur usse aane waali raqaam ke bare me kaha tha … ki tum Darbhanga jaaoo .. main kharch dungi..

Main darbhanga me rahne laga aur taiyaari karne laga … kisi ki kitaab, kisi ki coaching ka note, kisi ke model paper lekar taiyari shuru ki… sach bataon to ye amal andhere me kaali billi pakarne jaisa tha .. magar is dauraan mere ek dost Taufiq Raza jo mere saath darbhanga me rahta tha .. usne meri har gaam madad ki .. medical ke dakhle ka form aagaya .. kisi tarah dakhle ka form bhar diya.. imtehan bhi hogaya.. taiyaari kuchh khas nahi thi aur ye pahla maoqa tha.. bahut ummid nahi thi … magar ye joint entrance exam tha .. lehaza bawajood sab k mujhe UNANI Medical Science ke dakhle ka to rank hasil ho hi gaya.. taiyaari ke zamane me meri ustaad waheed thi meri Maa jiski rohani hidayaat se taqviyat hasil kar maine ye kamiyabi hasil ki thi.. is kaamiyabi k baad jab main Maa k paas gaya to boli agar tum ko MBBS k liye aur waqt chahiye to aage taiyari kar sakte ho... magar is baar maine Maa se saaf kah diya nahi Ammi main aur takleef nahi de sakta .. main unani medical science me hi dakhla le leta hun aur is me hi kuchh achha karunga... zammKhabar na thee kih miree itni qadr-o-qeemat hai
mujhe miTaa ke tu kitnaa nihaal hai pyaare!na jaane kyaa kyaa sikhaate paRhaate rahte haiN
woh jog jin se tiree bol.chaal hai pyaare

Is silsila taaleem ka ek hi sarkari college tha bihar me jo tha Patna me Govt. Tibbi College & Hospital. To aagaya main patna aur le liya dakhla …… shuru huaa ek naya safar….

College me bhut saare dilchashp usataza keram mile .. kuch to kaafi sakht , kuch mazahiya, kuch kam milne waale , prishan karne waale na jaane qism qism ke ............shuru ke dinon me to main na unki baat samajhta tha aur na wo meri baat samajh paate the… nisaab bhi kuchh aisa tha ki use samajhne me bhut mushkil darpesh aati thi. Khud he hi mehnat karni shuru ki aur apne aap ko qabile sabaq banaya. Jab ibtadaii salahiyat aagai to asatza ki baaten bhi jazbe zehan hone lagi. Pahle saal me Khalid sir se kafi kuch sikhne ko mila . phir aage ke waqt me principal sir , fakhruddin qadree aur tauheed kibriya sir ke ilmi shafqaton ki shabnami barish hoti rahi.. main is barish me apna daman tar karta raha… sab kuch naya tha aur khub dil laga kar taqreeban 6 saal ki taleem puri ki . college ke asatza keram ke ilaawaa us waqt mera ek ustaad aur tha janab Abdul Ali Qadri ye dar asal isi college ke farigh the .. unhon ne har tarh meri ilmi kami ko pura kiya saath hi saath afaali samajh paida karne me madad ki. Wo apne matab me mujhe bula kar marizon ki tashkish aur tadabeer batate the. College ke baad main Hope child care centre me sikhne aur kamaane ki garz se jaata tha… wahan mere ustaad the Dr.A.K.Sahay. inhon ne har tarh mujh ko hunar diya aur dunya ke maidaan me matab chala lene ke qabil banaya. Shay sir hamesha nai nai khoj aur tahqeeq ka motala karne par zoor dete the . kahte tajdediyat ko mashale raah banalo … rasta asaan ho jaayega.

kar diyatheki alba aof iniske liye khas tawajah lehaza meKhabar na thee kih miree itni qadr-o-qeemat hai
mujhe miTaa ke tu kitnaa nihaal hai pyaare!.. . IS moti

Board  ke baad ab mujhe college dakhla lena tha aur uspar se mere sar par science ki padhaaii ka bhut sawaar tha.. science ki pdhaai mahangi thi aur ghar ki maali haalat achhi nahi thi. Pher ek baar Maa ne mujhe Nana ke paas jaane ko kaha .. kaha chale jaaoo hajipur wahan jaa kar science se barahveen ki taaleem puri karo jaa kar .. agar tera dil science padhne ka hai to yahi kar magar hamare paas iske siwa koi rasta nahi… Main Hajipur chala gaya aur wahan jaa kar  Jamuni Lal College me dakhla leliya I.Sc. (Bio.) me. Phir se ek baar mujhe Nana jaan ki shagirdi naseeb huaii . Mere maama huzur Zoology ke professor hai .. aur main Biology ka talba tha mano sone par suhaga hogaya. Itna kuch sikhne ka maoqa fraham hua ki main ham dars sathiyon me sab se achhi biology jaanne laga… kyon ke mere ustaad the mere Maama. Is dauraan maine khub dil laga kar padhai ki roz college bhi jaata wahan ki har class karta aur ghar par Maama ke paas padhai karta .main manta hu job hi biology ki samajh mere andar panap paaii ye sab on dino ki bunyaadi takeel ka natiza hai..

Issi dauraan meri zindagi ka sab se bada saneha hua.. waaleed buzurgwaar ka inteqaal ho gaya .. main us waqt main I.Sc. ke pahle sal me tha … aye kaas saya Fagan ho te kuchh aur din to main aap ko aap ka khwab (mera beta doctor banega ) pura kar ke dikha deta Abba .  is dauraan mere upar ajeeb si afsurdagi laahaq hogai aur padhai me bilkul bhi dil nahi lagta tha. Is dauraan Maama jaan ne mehsus kar liya is afsurdagi ka sidha ashar iski taaleem par par raha hai agar aisa raha to ye kamyaab nahi ho paayega. Unho ne ek sabil aarasta ki aur mujhe apni coaching class Brilliant Coaching me lejaane lage . wahan har majmoon ke khas maheer ustaad the aur kuchh hi din me mera nisaab pura hogaya.  Istarh meri I.Sc. ki padhaii to puri hogai … is do saal me mere waheed sarparast aur ustaad rahe mere Maama Dr. Isaaf Ahmad Khan the. Allah unko apni khas rahmaton ke saaye me mahfooz rakhe… Aameen.

na jaane kyaa kyaa sikhaate paRhaate rahte haiN
woh jog jin se tiree bol.chaal hai pyaare

Board  ke baad ab mujhe college dakhla lena tha aur uspar se mere sar par science ki padhaaii ka bhut sawaar tha.. science ki pdhaai mahangi thi aur ghar ki maali haalat achhi nahi thi. Pher ek baar Maa ne mujhe Nana ke paas jaane ko kaha .. kaha chale jaaoo hajipur wahan jaa kar science se barahveen ki taaleem puri karo jaa kar .. agar tera dil science padhne ka hai to yahi kar magar hamare paas iske siwa koi rasta nahi… Main Hajipur chala gaya aur wahan jaa kar  Jamuni Lal College me dakhla leliya I.Sc. (Bio.) me. Phir se ek baar mujhe Nana jaan ki shagirdi naseeb huaii . Mere maama huzur Zoology ke professor hai .. aur main Biology ka talba tha mano sone par suhaga hogaya. Itna kuch sikhne ka maoqa fraham hua ki main ham dars sathiyon me sab se achhi biology jaanne laga… kyon ke mere ustaad the mere Maama. Is dauraan maine khub dil laga kar padhai ki roz college bhi jaata wahan ki har class karta aur ghar par Maama ke paas padhai karta .main manta hu job hi biology ki samajh mere andar panap paaii ye sab on dino ki bunyaadi takeel ka natiza hai..

Issi dauraan meri zindagi ka sab se bada saneha hua.. waaleed buzurgwaar ka inteqaal ho gaya .. main us waqt main I.Sc. ke pahle sal me tha … aye kaas saya Fagan ho te kuchh aur din to main aap ko aap ka khwab (mera beta doctor banega ) pura kar ke dikha deta Abba .  is dauraan mere upar ajeeb si afsurdagi laahaq hogai aur padhai me bilkul bhi dil nahi lagta tha. Is dauraan Maama jaan ne mehsus kar liya is afsurdagi ka sidha ashar iski taaleem par par raha hai agar aisa raha to ye kamyaab nahi ho paayega. Unho ne ek sabil aarasta ki aur mujhe apni coaching class Brilliant Coaching me lejaane lage . wahan har majmoon ke khas maheer ustaad the aur kuchh hi din me mera nisaab pura hogaya.  Istarh meri I.Sc. ki padhaii to puri hogai … is do saal me mere waheed sarparast aur ustaad rahe mere Maama Dr. Isaaf Ahmad Khan the. Allah unko apni khas rahmaton ke saaye me mahfooz rakhe… Aameen.

Hostel

Hostel ….. …….. dunya ki wo jagah jahan se har larki khubsurat aur pyari lagti hai…. Wo jagah “boy’s hostel “ kahlaati hai. Larke yahan par din raat is dua  me lage rahte hain ki aye upar wale kuch aisa kar ki teri makhluq me jo tune mere mukhalif jins banaii hai use hostel ki samne wale raste se juzarne ka hukam farma de…. Jab dua shiddat se mangi jaati hai to asman chir deti hai … aur paaye qabuliyat tak pahunch jaati hai.. natijatan hostel k samne wali sarak par sinfe nazuk ka jhoond raksh karta hua guzar ta hai … phir hostel ke tammam larke Shukr Maula , shukr Maula…. Ke wird me lag jaate hain… phir dil khol kar ghanto Allh ki qudrat aur takhliq ki sifat  bayan karte rahte hain… Jis hostel k bahar jyada larke nazar aaye to ye maan lo ki ye “girl’s hostel” hai… is hostel me larkiyan khabon ki dunya me rahti hain… khabon ki dunya me isliye ki wo din raat bas soaii rahti hai aur uthti bas us waqt hain jab dobara sona hota hai… isi jagah pe ye tahqiq puri huai ki dunya ki sab se achhi adviya -manoom (nind ki dawa) ka nam “kitaab “ hai.. larkiya is dawa ko bas chhute hi gahri nind me chali jaati hai .. phir khab .. ye khabon ki dunya hai …. Hostel me wo talba rahte hai jinka ghar door hota hai… agar door nahi bhi ho to hostel me rahne se dooooor ho jaata hai .. kyon kit talba jab yaha aate hain to ghar ka raasta bhul jaate hai .. dar asal galti talba ki nahi hostel ki hoti hai … yaha mano waqt ruk sa jaata hai.. ya yun kah lo ki waqt dhimi bahut dhimi raftaar  me chalta hai .. ek chadar mahino gandi nahi hoti .. yaani badly nahi jaati .. ek kharab ghari 4 mahine se kharab hai waqt nahi mila ki use thik karna hai.. jiska dil hostel me jyada lag jaata hai wo log to 1 sal ki padhai 3 saal me pura kar paate hain… ye sab wajuhaat hoti hai ghar se door hone ki …. Ek mashur maqoola hai.. “ ghar ki murgi daal barabar’’   magar hostel ka haal ye hai ki ‘hostel ki daal murgi barabar’ .. agar yaqeen na aaye to mess ka bill dekh lo yaar … mera to dil karta tha ki mess ke bill ko har mahine ghar ko bheji jaane wali khat ke saat bhej don ke ghar ke logon ko pata chale ki kharch kitna hota hai … aur kaas aye kaas mahine ke kharch ko milne waali raqam me koi izaafa hojaaye ….



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        maalum nahi URDU ye sab teri mohabbat me hua ya koi ahmaqana fael hai mera.. magar gairat mandi ke sabab tarkib paya ye Blog... zaman tiflee me mujhe bahut dar mehsus ho ta tha tujhse aaye URDU. hum umar sab madaris me jaate the goo mujhe bhi jana parta tha... par haq gooii ye hai ki tujh se milne jaane ko madaris main kabhi ba-shaoq nahi jaata tha maanle ba-darje majboori hi gaya hoga..darta raha tujh se ta sine tifli to mano door hi door rahe dono ... tera shaoq qalb me palne nahi diya... jawani ke pahle pahar me main tujh se door hogaya sarpa baagi ban gaya tha. ye tarq-e-taaluq taqriban 5 saaloon tak chala. phir ek waqat aaya k phir se laoot kar mujhe tere dar pe aana hi para. magar is baar bhi main aakar tere paas mashroor nahi tha . garz ye ki meri majboori, lachari, hajatmandi ne mejhe tere dar pe laa khara kiya tha. shukr Maula tune mujhe pehchan liya aur walehana ishtaqbaal kiya .." aaja sarwar maine teri har bagawat maaf ki " aaj se main tera saath nibhaongi. par jaan le os waqat bhi main tujh se dilo jaan se nahi mila tha , main chahata tha ki ye nisbat ba-sabab haajat hai to ek fasla maabain rahne diya. magar unhi kuch dino me mujhe tujh se ragbat ho gai aur ragbat yun huai ki  bas diwana hogaya main tera. phir khub se khub tar tujh ko jaanne me mashruf hogaya , jitna jaana utna hi dilgeer hogaya. phir ek waqt ye bhi aaya ki mainne khud ko khadime URDU ke naam se mansub karliya. ishq me inqlaab aaya aur threeri fan mujh me panapne laga ... natijatan kai mazamin khat hogaye, ek kitab "hai koi jawab" morattib hogai. tahrir me aur bhi tahrik yun huaii ki roznama PINDAR ke sehat-o-tib zamre k  tartib-o-peshkash ka zimma mere hanthon me aagaya. phir kya tha daanish gaahon me hone wali har taqrib me nezamat ya tahrire nizamat karne laga. sher qalambamd ho ne lage , be sakhta ghazal pa ghazal hone lagi... mano yun ki ishq kiya to khub kiya mohtaram.. URDU ne bhi mera khub saath nibhaya kah sakte hain ki ishq janibain se tha aur parwaan chadhta gaya...
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.jaisa har dastane mohabbat me hota hai mere saath bhi kuchh waisa hi hua .. judaaii... galti meri thi URDU to wafa kar rahi thi magar mujh ko fikre maas ne maara. chandi ki chamak itni tez -o-tanz thi k phir mai bhagta hi gaya aur zindagi ki raftar ne wo sabil akhtiyar ki jo URDU se mokhalif janib me jati thi. fikre maas ne mujhe tujh se phir ek baar door kar diya aye URDU. maine asri zuban aur bainul quami zubanon se ragbat kar li ... khudgarzi ye thi ki inki madad se zyada se zyada maas hasil kiya jaaye... waqat kuch aisa aagaya hai ki aab khud ko dildadaye URDU batane me sharam mahsus hoti hai... tajdidiyat me sach bolun to teri hajat bhi kabhi darkar pesh nahi aaii .... mera rozgar to chal raha tha kisi ko kano kan khabar bhi nahi hone di ki kabhi tujh se mera itna ameeq rishta bhi raha hai....  pichhle kuch dino se mere ek azeez ne mujh ko barhan ye ehsaas dilane ki koshish ki .. janab sarwar ye thik nahi jo kuch bhi aap kar rahe ho dasture daura hai par haq nahi ... aap ko URDU ki khidmat ko ruju hona chahiye ... azeeze garami ki har baat mere dil par sidhe waar karti thi .. mere qalam me jumbish hone lagi -- alfaz-e-hasna ankhon ke ird gird gardish karne lage .....to tashkine qalab ki garz se Blog bana daala... ki kuchh urdu tahreer kiya karunga ...INSHA ALLAH
                 

 dusara  Sawal ye hai is blog ka unwaan DALAN-E-SARWAR kyon rakhagaya... dar asal ek zamana ho gaya URDU me tahreer kiye huae to nuks ka khatra lahaq hone laga ... ke tahreer to karunga par galtiyan bhi khub hogi ..... to is blog ka meyaar adna se adna tar hoga lehaza is blog ki giftagu ko dalani guftagu ki hi haisyat hasil ho paayegi... khulasa kalaam ye hai ... phir se ibtada karne ki koshish kar raha hun.. is blog me apne dalan par baith kar ki jaane waali baaton ke tarz par tahreer karunga... koi meyari aur qabile tashreeh kalaam nahi hoga.. algarz unwan ban paaya.............. " DALAN-E-SARWAR''

 

 

wo mujhe farebe feekr me liye jaata hai ....

wo mujhe farebe feekr me liye jaata hai ....
aaj subah jab maine apna facebook account khola to mere beradare azeez ka ek msg mila....

please change ur profile as black same as me....to protest the movie made by Jews...to show our peaceful protest....

iss irsaal me ek khas his tha jis ke motalleeq mujhe aapni sonch zahir klarna zaruri hogaya ..kyon ki ye maamla sidhe sidhe taur par imaan se taaluq rkhta hai ...
beradare azeez .... aap ko yaad hoga ki hum bachpan me ye maalum karne ki koshish karte the ki school me aap ko kon se ustaad sab se zyada pyare hain... jab malum ho jaya karta tha ki Anzar Sir aap ko sab se pyaare lagte hain... to phir aap ke saamne baith kar main Anzar Sir ki buraaii karta tha ... go ye ki ye baat aap ko had darje buri lage aur aap apna aapa kho den ... pher ahmaqana harkat karen aur main .... aap ki un ahmaqana harkaton ke saath khelun ... maqsad tha ... jazbaat ko moharriq karna aur phir usse khelna.... ye sab kuchh hi dino me aap ki samajh me aagaya aur aap bhi iss amal ko apnane lage .. khel ke maidan me jab koi turuk mijaz ballebaz ko out karna aap ka maqsad hota tha to kuch aisi harkat aap karte the ki wo jazbati ho jaaye aur ..apna aapa kho de phir aasani se apna wicket aap ko de kar chala jaaye... rozmarra ki mamulate zindagi me aisi hazaron misaalen hain jo ye saabit karti hain ki insan ko nuksaan pahunchana ho to ... oske  jazbaat ko mushtaeel kardo ..
aap ne jis tasulsul se ye irsaal farmaya hai ... uske motalliq chand chizen qabile gaor hai ..
ye kon log hain ?.. kis ke motaliq harkat kar rahe hain ?... kis ke jazbaat ko uksaana chahte hain.?... kya ehtajaaz karna chahiye ?....

ye kon log hain ?.. 
ye shakhsh hai Alan Roberts .. Allah ki tammam lanat ho is mardud par . isi ne us napaak film ‘Innocence of Muslims’  ko banaya hai... dar asal ye pahle bhi kai film bana chuka hai aur fahash filme banane me ise maharat hasil hai ... ye to iska pesha hai ... iski nasal ke baare me to aap ko jankari hai hi ki ye jews yaani yahudi hai ...  ye 65 sal ka nakamyab insan raha hai ... matlab aaj se kabal isse koi makbuliyar hassil nahi thi .... ye sasti shohrat ka maoqa bhi ho sakta hai iske liye magar ... ye yahudi hai to shatir ho na jinsi amar hai iska ... lambi umar tak sansani khez filmon k liye editor ka kam kiya hai... go ise insani fikr par achhi samajh hasil hogi ... khulasa kalam ye ki is filmkaar ko musalmano ki fikr-o-fitrat se waqfiyat hai...
kis ke motaliq harkat kar rahe hain ?...
nauzbilAllah min saliq... ye gustakhana fail Allah ke Rasul ki Shan me kiya gaya hai... jise koi bhi musalman bardasht nahi kar sakta... yaqeenan.. qabile bardasht nahi hai .... kyon ki hum ummate musalma sab se jyada Rasule akram sa. se mohabbat karte hain ... ya Rasul Allah aap par qurbaan ho hamare Maa Baap....
ab dekho mardud ki sajish ka silsila ... ek mahire fikro fan , aap ke sab se mahbob ke khilaf kuch nagawar harkat kar raha hai ... ilme fikr me ise WALWALA / WASWASA paida karne ka amal kaha jaata hai ... lehaza samajhne ki jarurat hai ki ye yahudi... sochi samjhi chal se humare andar walwala /waswasa paida karna chahta hai... gaoor karo ... tumhari fikri jang yahudi se hai lehaza sanzidgi akhtiyar karo .... waswasa bilkul bi nahi aane do...

Aakhri sawal ye ki .. kya ehtajaaz karna chahiye ?....

ye gustakhana harkat pahli baar nahi huai hai ... namuraad logon ne ... kai baar is tarah ki harkat ki hai .. aur har baar hum apna aapa kho dete hain.. kya jab logon ne Allah k rasul ko burabhala kaha tha (nauzbillah) .. to sahabakiram ne ehtajaaz kiya tha... balki Allah k Rasul ne use bhi gale lagaliya tha jo log onki shan me gustakhiyan karte the...rahi baat kaale rang ki madad se ehtajaaz karne ki ye baat to mujhe bilkul samajh me nahi aaii.... kale rang ka islami wajud kya hai..
hamare liye Allah k Rasul aur sahaba keram ki zindagi ek behtareen namuna hai aur jab bhi prishan kun mawaqe pesh aayen to us waqt ... inse hi roshani hasil karni chahiye ...
is tasulsul par aual ta akhir meri puri nazar rahi hai .. batana chahunga ki puri duniya me ehtajaz hue .. aur ho bhi rahe hain ... mera iman hai ... Allah ke kalam par ...

INNA A'ATAINA KAL KAUSAR

FASALLE LERABBEKA WANHAR

INNA SHAANI-AKA HOWAL ABTAR

 

 

Allah ki laanat ho gi aur yaqeenan ho unsab par jo bhi is tarh ki napaak harkat me molawish the ...

aur sakht azaab ho bhi raha hai ....

 

mere manna hi ki  jab koi islaam mokhaleef  ishtehare amal duniya me ho aur ye amal pure kurrae arz par fail jaaye to musalmano ko shirate nabi ki tahreeren aam karni chahiye ... dunya dekh le ki sachhaii kya hai... aisa hi kuch kiya landan ke nao muslimon ne ... onlogon ne awamul nash me kalam Allah ko takseem kiya ki dunya walon islam ye hai na ki jo film me hai...

 

Sarwar

Siwan

NADAN TABIB